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THE CR TL;DR MEME
HOW IT WORKS:
1. List your character(s)!
2. Others respond with "what does your character X think of my character Y?" or some variation.
3. Respond to them! Break out those teal deers!
4. Generate some discussion about your CR!
5. PROFIT!
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Okay but seriously, Clara loves Kyle. He's really the perfect guide to help her open up and stop being so distant. She really didn't have any choice when he decided he was just going TO HEAP LOVE ON HER. And he charmed her deeply by being a huge dork. But most importantly he still respects that she has walls and sometimes doesn't want to talk about things. He lets her move at her own pace and she appreciates that a lot.
But he just has this amazing light that brings out the best in her. Kyle is probably the only person who could get her to cuddle without a quip. She would just do it because he's so warm that she just wants to be warm with him. She likes just spending time with him and being affectionate. She knows how much he gives and she just wants to be able to give back to him as much as she can. Sometimes, she does feel like she's not as good of a friend to him as he is to her.
She worries about Kyle the most out of anyone. She saw his dream and sees what lurks in his nightmares and she just wants to protect him and for him to be happy. I think that's what pushes her to want to be more affectionate with him. She knows he likes it and whatever she can do to make him happy, she wants to do it. But I think she also tries to be conscious of what he's feeling and what might be lurking under the surface.
Clara also feels more comfortable being vulnerable around Kyle than she is anyone else. There's something about him, a vulnerability maybe, that makes her feel comfortable. She still wants to impress him and for him to think she's amazing but... she's also not afraid to be sad or sick in front of him. She feels like it's a burden that Kyle is okay baring and she would bear it for him without a second thought.
I think they also have a lot in common. They want people to like them, they feel unsure if they are meant to be in their roles, they are terrified of other people leaving. And I think they just have an unconscious understand of these similarities and move to where the other needs them to be.
I do think sometimes his affection can overwhelm her a little and she doesn't know how to deal with it but really all it does is open her up a little bit more. No one gets as many hugs as Kyle. And someday she might return a kiss to him. It's like we talked about earlier, their feelings are these funny mostly platonic but a little "hint of oh you're pretty attractive".