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tushanshu_ooc2013-11-05 05:51 pm
aloadeddie) wrote in tushanshu_ooc2013-11-05 05:51 pm
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break out the teal deers!
THE CR TL;DR MEME
HOW IT WORKS:
1. List your character(s)!
2. Others respond with "what does your character X think of my character Y?" or some variation.
3. Respond to them! Break out those teal deers!
4. Generate some discussion about your CR!
5. PROFIT!
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Lydia Martin | Teen Wolf |
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Okay but seriously, Clara loves Kyle. He's really the perfect guide to help her open up and stop being so distant. She really didn't have any choice when he decided he was just going TO HEAP LOVE ON HER. And he charmed her deeply by being a huge dork. But most importantly he still respects that she has walls and sometimes doesn't want to talk about things. He lets her move at her own pace and she appreciates that a lot.
But he just has this amazing light that brings out the best in her. Kyle is probably the only person who could get her to cuddle without a quip. She would just do it because he's so warm that she just wants to be warm with him. She likes just spending time with him and being affectionate. She knows how much he gives and she just wants to be able to give back to him as much as she can. Sometimes, she does feel like she's not as good of a friend to him as he is to her.
She worries about Kyle the most out of anyone. She saw his dream and sees what lurks in his nightmares and she just wants to protect him and for him to be happy. I think that's what pushes her to want to be more affectionate with him. She knows he likes it and whatever she can do to make him happy, she wants to do it. But I think she also tries to be conscious of what he's feeling and what might be lurking under the surface.
Clara also feels more comfortable being vulnerable around Kyle than she is anyone else. There's something about him, a vulnerability maybe, that makes her feel comfortable. She still wants to impress him and for him to think she's amazing but... she's also not afraid to be sad or sick in front of him. She feels like it's a burden that Kyle is okay baring and she would bear it for him without a second thought.
I think they also have a lot in common. They want people to like them, they feel unsure if they are meant to be in their roles, they are terrified of other people leaving. And I think they just have an unconscious understand of these similarities and move to where the other needs them to be.
I do think sometimes his affection can overwhelm her a little and she doesn't know how to deal with it but really all it does is open her up a little bit more. No one gets as many hugs as Kyle. And someday she might return a kiss to him. It's like we talked about earlier, their feelings are these funny mostly platonic but a little "hint of oh you're pretty attractive".
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But that will be for a very importantly planned time.
ALSO I APOLOGIZE THEY HAVEN'T INTERACTED I was crazy distracted by my own intro and missed yours.
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and he will tell you all about peter, lydia
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So yes, basically she doesn't feel the same was as he does. >: I'd definitely say she is obilivious to his feelings because she just doesn't really think about crushes and romance that often. She's pretty much written it off.But she likes spending time with him, he is a sweet and honest kid and being with him makes her feel lighthearted and happy. I think she also appreciates his smarts and would love to grill him on the Enterprise systems someday. Like Jim, she has come to be really protective over him and would punch anyone who upset him! She sees him as one of her kids, basically. (sorry)
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Clara is ignorant of Korra's friendship with Jim and Kyle and I think she might get more complicated feelings if she learned that and learns more about Korra herself.
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Okay but serious, to put it simply, Clara loves Jim.
I'm not sure she even really recognizes it as love but that's what it is. She would do anything for him, even die for him if she felt she had to. He makes her feel happy and protected and most of all important. He treats her like she's something special and although Clara acts aloof, it means a lot to her when people recognize her talents. She wants to keep showing him that she's impressive and worthy of his respect.
I think Jim was easy for her to get along with because they're quite similar. Of course, she found his outer flirtatious persona fun and exciting like most girls do. But it was the care he showed for Rose and everyone that really made Clara come to respect him a lot. Sure, he's kind of an asshole sometimes, but there's a gentleness to him too. And that is what made Clara drop her walls and let him in.
She also feels like they have kind of an unspoken understanding of each other because they're quite similar. They look after each other and stick up for each other, but never get too deep into feelings or poke at vulnerabilities. He is okay with her wanting just to sit around and be quiet sometimes and doesn't begrudge her for her distance. In fact he seems to respect it. He has a spirit of adventure that she delights in. At first it was because it reminded her of the Doctor, but now it's because it's something she shares too and it draws her to people.
Clara worries about Jim a lot. She feels like he's had some rough spots in his past and he confessed to her about dying and she knows how that feels. She never brings it up but it eats at someone and she knows it. Add the trapped feeling that comes with being in Keeliai and it's a bad combo. She just quietly watches from afar now but would bring it up if she got too concerned.
That said, Clara also hates being vulnerable in front of Jim. Partially because he's so good at hiding it himself and she doesn't want to rock the boat. But also because as said before, she feels like he respects her strengths and she doesn't want to show him any weaknesses. She hates being viewed as broken by anyone and even worse someone she cares about. Jim wouldn't judge her, she knows that, but it's a matter of keeping her pride and being worthy of his respect. This event is going to be pretty hard on her in that regard.
Clara probably fancies Jim on some level, but I don't think she's even aware of that. She tends to assume people, especially men, view her as a broken bird. Plus, Jim is Jim, he most likely has many other people he's interested in.
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UGH THIS CR IS SO FANTASTIC THO.
I love them. 5ever.
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But yes ugh this CR I love it.
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