Well...I have a suggestion you're probably going to hate. Why don't you try talking to people? I'm sure the ones who have been here the longest must have some clue what is really going on here. Conspiracy theories at worst. [Really it's always fallen to Apollo to be the 'sociable one', but he knows his husband is capable of laying on the charm when he has to. Plus it was always fun to watch him try to 'act normal' as opposed to how...he normally acts.]