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ɪʀᴏɴᴡᴏᴏᴅ ᴇᴍᴘᴇʀᴏʀ ᴇsʜᴀɪ ([personal profile] ironwood) wrote in [community profile] tushanshu_ooc2013-06-09 10:51 am

a wild teal deer appears!





CR TEAL DEER MEME






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[personal profile] bondsprofoundly 2013-06-09 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
DEAN.

Dean Dean Dean.

Dean-o.

Cas actually spends a lot of time worrying about Dean. He worries because Sam isn't here, and he knows how important to Dean his brother is. Sam and Dean operate as a unit; even when they're fighting they're still a team, though sometimes divided, but they always end up back together in the end and excluding their dozens of complexes, they love each other as only family can. So yeah, being away from Sam for an extended period of time always makes Dean edgy. The only time Cas has seen Dean handle being away from Sam well is in Purgatory, and that's because Dean was venting all his frustrations on killing the shit out of monsters.

Even then that didn't work well. Cas still remembers every prayer Dean said, after all.

So yeah, he's worried about Dean for that. He's also worried about Dean because Dean is a functioning alcoholic, and not having the funds here to get the amount of booze he usually puts away is probably a strain. Cas has brought Dean a bottle or two of liquor here and there, and trying to make sure Dean is fed without making it look like Dean's being babied because fuck, Cas knows Dean can look after himself but his usual methods of looking after himself aren't available here. No credit cards, no hustling pool, just whatever odd jobs he can pick up.

So yeah, sometimes Cas will get food and tell Dean to show him how to cook something because he's sort of curious, but also because it gets a meal into Dean, who doesn't take the best care of himself anyway. Cas didn't even notice that for a while, but three weeks after he'd arrived he saw how little sleep Dean got -and that's compared to his usual 'four hours here and there' schedule- and how much weight he'd lost and he realized that Sam usually takes care of Dean.

So yeah. He's worried some.