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ɪʀᴏɴᴡᴏᴏᴅ ᴇᴍᴘᴇʀᴏʀ ᴇsʜᴀɪ ([personal profile] ironwood) wrote in [community profile] tushanshu_ooc2013-06-09 10:51 am

a wild teal deer appears!





CR TEAL DEER MEME






How to play? Reply to this post with the characters you play, people will then reply to you asking 'What does X think of my character Y?' then zoom around and ping other people in the same manner to generate some CR chatter! This is a good way to see where your current CR stands and what your characters secretly think of each other.
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[personal profile] beganwithamask 2013-06-09 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
omg I am slow dishonor on my cow

YOU KNOW WHO
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[personal profile] apologiesmyking 2013-06-10 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
WHO MIGHT YOU BE ASKING ABOUT? I'M SORRY BUT YOU WEREN'T SPECIFIC ENOUGH.
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[personal profile] apologiesmyking 2013-06-10 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
NOW ON TO BEING SERIOUS.

KALDUR IS SO FULL OF CONFLICTING FEELINGS WHEN IT COMES TO ARTHUR. With Mera it's a little easier in that she's very similar while being distinctly her own person, but Arthur is so different in many ways from Orin, that Kaldur doesn't know how to feel. In one way it's good because it keeps him grounded in reminding himself that Arthur isn't Orin, but at the same time he isn't sure what that means for their relationship of what Arthur might expect of him. He is very grateful that Arthur agreed to take their bonding slow and let him adjust. He wants to be a good partner for Aquaman and a good friend to Arthur, but he knows that Arthur already has a protege and Kaldur is more or less filling in. He doesn't want to step on any toes or get in the way of anything, but he also doesn't want Arthur to feel like he's avoiding him. He wants to spend time with him more and get to know him better and as time goes by he's honored that Arthur took the time to get to know him in turn. It's an awkward and tentative relationship, but Kaldur feels that by taking it slow they'll come out of it with a stronger understanding of each other.

ALL OF THESE FEELS. HAVEN'T I TOLD YOU ABOUT THEM BEFORE?

Okay so Toro loves Bucky. Genuinely loves him. He is his best friend and the closest thing to a sibling that Toro has ever really had. His little sister was barely months old when his parents died and she was taken in by distant family, so Toro never got to know her. Bucky is all he has in that regard. And sure, they butt heads all the time and Bucky can be a real jerk who pushes him out of jeeps and throws him at cute girls to make a fool of himself, but he knows that in all of that is Bucky showing him that they mean something to each other and Toro is happy with that. He'll push back when he can and doesn't always let Bucky get away with it so it's good. They're relationship is good for him. In most ways, Bucky is the only real friend that Toro had for years of his life. The Kid Commandos and the Young Allies were good friends, but he couldn't be as open and honest with them as he was with Bucky.

He felt like he lost a part of himself when Bucky died. He spent the next four years having to pretend to be best friends with a guy who wasn't even a bad friend...he just wasn't BUCKY. He knows most people were missing Steve when they heard they were lost, but Toro was missing Bucky far more. And then he got Bucky back and it was like a dream to come. To be honest, he worries a lot about what happened to Jim back home, but he's very conflicted about whether or not he wants to go back there and leave Bucky. Because he isn't sure that is a choice he can make. Back home Bucky is dead and Toro is never going to see him again. So yeah, while Bucky may get Toro into trouble (and vice versa), and they don't always agree, in the end they are like brothers to each other and that's a bond Toro doesn't want to lose again.