ironically, a bunch of his 'i murderised people' memories are the more recent ones. the way past stuff is sad, but generally righteous. (the way past stuff is when he was with Mithos and they were actually trying to save the world, so it was war and bad things happened, but they still had each other and their cause.)

of course by 'recent' i mean within the last century, but there's a bunch of memories within the last year or so which would also suit and be a bit happier. :P

actually something from both way back and very recent might be a nice full-circle thing which will feed into each other and avoid the actual 'i committed a bunch of war crimes' stuff, esp since he never stops making comparisons between Mithos and Lloyd, with daddy feelings to boot ...

just thinking out loud at this point.